[P][A][I][N]…
How to describe such a thing when you feel it under so many circumstances?, for so many different reasons and occasions, And most the time you don’t even know why your feeling such an emotion nor can you tell what emotion your feeling to begin with for PAIN is such a diverse emotion, so many ways to portray it, describe it, feel it. One emotion, four letters, over one hundred ways to describe it. What does PAIN stand for [P] pointless- [A] annoying- [I] illogical- [N] nauseating who knows who’s to say those are just some words that came off the top of my head but have great meaning to them when truly thought of. How is it that one word such as PAIN is itself its just that one word not any other word yet it can be associated and defined by other words it can be felt and seen through other emotions yet when inside of you felt and outside of you seen it can be perceived in many a way yet it is still just PAIN… but then you ask “Just PAIN?” the word itself is only felt as severely and seen as crucially as it wants to be in the heart of the victim and in the eye of the beholder. So how can an emotion so strong so powerful be so dull and unseen to many how can it only be spelt with four letters how can its definition be less than a few sentences? Why is PAIN so important and severe to a teenager you might wonder or ask well as said its felt as harsh as it should be in the heart of the sufferer. Maybe im wrong though maybe you don’t care nor wonder maybe the thought of how a teenager feels never even came to mind.
Not important you say well there my dear reader is your example of PAIN. For it was just felt by the teenager who wasn’t thought about when it came to their emotions who wasn’t looked at when crying who wasn’t held when feeling alone when having the thought of suicide beating in their heart you looked away in their last breath, in their last beat, in that one last tear was PAIN! The PAIN that they felt due to frozen object that lies where your heart should be, because of the freezing liquid it feels your body with, and because of the icy touch you gave when all they needed was that one warm touch for just an instant. Still after all I have said I have not even come near to the definition of the four letter word PAIN… so trying to describe it is just as I said Pointless, Annoying, Illogical, and Nauseating. After saying that though I still tried to describe it even though as impossible as I feel it is here is a taste of what I see PAIN like… I would describe it like a deck of cards some get delt the emotion so sever yet others get the best hand in the house but the dealer of it all may never know the cards of the player who feels the emotion. Yes at the time the dealer holds all the cards in their hand yet dealing them is not felt in the heart of the dealer rather in the soul of the player and only seen in the pupil of the monster.
[_I_Feel_PAIN_!_]
