EYE LWOVE UOOO!!!!
I never really knew you
you were just another friend
But when I got to know you
I let my heart unbend

I couldn’t help past memories
That would only make me cry
I had to forget my first love
And give another try

So I’ve fallen in love with you
And I’ll never let you go
I love you more than anyone
I just had to let you know

My feelings for you will never change
Just know my feelings are true
Just remember this one thing
I will always love you

TAKE MIE HAND!!!
 
Please take my hand, come walk with me
I will show you the way, and let you see
How love and happiness will make you feel
And make your life feel so unreal
I will hold you tight
All through the night
And never let you out of my sight
For you belong to me
For all the world to see

You?
 
When I wake up in the morning I can’t wait to see you. When I finally do, I could care less about the rest of my day. Everyday, you make me feel like I hit the lottery. I can’t wait to see how our day will turn out. Where will we go, how will we get there, who can I show you off to? I feel like everyday I learn something new about you and we get closer. Your presence alone feels better than sex. If you didn’t exist I would feel like I had nothing to live for. My friends all tell me I am way too crazy for you because I talk about you all the time. You’re everything I could ever want. You’re in my thought and dreams. I lose sleep sometimes just lying in bed thinking about you. You’re a million times better than a guy, and I’ll always love you forever and ever and ever!

 Time is

Too slow for those who Wait,

Too swift for those who Fear,

Too long for those who Grieve,

Too short for those who Rejoice;

But for those who Love

       Time is

      Eternity.

[P][A][I][N]…

How to describe such a thing when you feel it under so many circumstances?, for so many different reasons and occasions, And most the time you don’t even know why your feeling such an emotion nor can you tell what emotion your feeling to begin with for PAIN is such a diverse emotion, so many ways to portray it, describe it, feel it. One emotion, four letters, over one hundred ways to describe it. What does PAIN stand for [P] pointless- [A] annoying- [I] illogical- [N] nauseating who knows who’s to say those are just some words that came off the top of my head but have great meaning to them when truly thought of. How is it that one word such as PAIN is itself its just that one word not any other word yet it can be associated and defined by other words it can be felt and seen through other emotions yet when inside of you felt and outside of you seen it can be perceived in many a way yet it is still just PAIN… but then you ask “Just PAIN?” the word itself is only felt as severely and seen as crucially as it wants to be in the heart of the victim and in the eye of the beholder. So how can an emotion so strong so powerful be so dull and unseen to many how can it only be spelt with four letters how can its definition be less than a few sentences? Why is PAIN so important and severe to a teenager you might wonder or ask well as said its felt as harsh as it should be in the heart of the sufferer. Maybe im wrong though maybe you don’t care nor wonder maybe the thought of how a teenager feels never even came to mind.

Not important you say well there my dear reader is your example of PAIN. For it was just felt by the teenager who wasn’t thought about when it came to their emotions who wasn’t looked at when crying who wasn’t held when feeling alone when having the thought of suicide beating in their heart you looked away in their last breath, in their last beat, in that one last tear was PAIN! The PAIN that they felt due to frozen object that lies where your heart should be, because of the freezing liquid it feels your body with, and because of the icy touch you gave when all they needed was that one warm touch for just an instant. Still after all I have said I have not even come near to the definition of the four letter word PAIN… so trying to describe it is just as I said Pointless, Annoying, Illogical, and Nauseating. After saying that though I still tried to describe it even though as impossible as I feel it is here is a taste of what I see PAIN like… I would describe it like a deck of cards some get delt the emotion so sever yet others get the best hand in the house but the dealer of it all may never know the cards of the player who feels the emotion. Yes at the time the dealer holds all the cards in their hand yet dealing them is not felt in the heart of the dealer rather in the soul of the player and only seen in the pupil of the monster.

[_I_Feel_PAIN_!_]

APART
we’ve always been together,
we did everything with laughter,
we thought it was forever.

when I was in danger
you knew how to ease my fear,
you were always there to be my savior.

at first we were strangers,
until we became closer,
and now we are together.

but time flows like a river.
it became complicated and faster,
until we realized that we’re older.

and that is what is keeping us apart,
I was here,
and you were there.

but I know we still care,
but our friendship slowly fades in the air,
how can it be so unfair?.

can “our past” be also called “our future?”
because I don’t want to surrender
the memories we’ve shared together.
 Don’t walk in front of me,
I may not follow;
Don’t walk behind me,
I may not lead;
Walk beside me,
and just be my friend.
Of all the friends I’ve ever met,
You’re the one I won’t forget,
And if I die before you do
I’ll go to heaven and wait for you.
I will give the Angels back their wings,
And risk the loss of everything.
Just to prove our friendship is true,
I’m thankful I have a friend like you!
Is something wrong?
I can see it in your eyes.
What is going on?
What’s with all the lies?
Please tell me now.
I want to know.
Don’t hide it inside.
Let your feelings show.
Is it to hard?
Please tell me the truth.
Maybe I can help,
Or your feelings I can sooth.
Is it a death?
Please don’t be sad.
Is it your grandparents?
Or your mom and dad?
Don’t be too glum.
I’ll help you out,
Even if u just there,
Cry, or pout.
I’m your friend.
That’s what I’m here for.
Don’t lock me out,
Don’t close the door.

 

Don’t Go

You never see me, but I always see you. You’re in my mind, my thoughts, and all my dreams too. You think you’re imperfect in every single way, that there’s no reason that you should stay. There is a reason, a simple one really, just open your eyes so you can see clearly. The sky, the mountains, the air we breathe, why in the world would you want to leave? You give hopefulness to a heart that’s filled with despair, you help free the souls that would never care. You can’t go, you just have to stay, because if you left, it’d hurt too much to say.
We have been there for each other most of our teenage lives
Went through the worst, dealt with each others strife
Tears that have run down our faces
The love we give the other embraces
We have always helped the other out
And we have always known the other would be there without a doubt
Now you’re going through tough times
And I am here making these silly rhymes
I was just writing to let you know
I love you a lot and I hope that it shows
You are very special and loved
Emotions being tossed pushed and shoved
So do me a favor while you are gone
Know I am here waiting no matter how long
I will be here for you until the very end
Because you’re rare and that what we call a true friend

To my Butterflies

THIS SAYS IT ALL:
Time passes.
Life happens.
Distance separates.
Children grow up.

Jobs come and go.
Love waxes and wanes.
Men don’t do what they’re supposed to do.

Hearts break.
Parents die.
Colleagues forget favors.
Careers end.

BUT……..
Sisters are there,
no matter how much time and how
many miles are between you.
A girl friend is never farther away
than needing her can reach.

When you have to walk that lonesome valley and you
have to walk it by yourself, the women in your life
will be on the valley’s rim, cheering you on,
praying for you, pulling for you, intervening on
your behalf, and waiting with open arms at the
valley’s end.

Sometimes, they will even break the rules and walk
beside you….Or come in and carry you out..
Girlfriends, daughters, granddaughters,

daughters-in-law, sisters, sisters-in-law, Mothers,
Grandmothers, aunties, nieces, cousins, and extended
family, all bless our life!

The world wouldn’t be the same without women, and
neither would I. When we began this adventure called
womanhood, we had no idea of the incredible joys or
sorrows that lay ahead. Nor did we know how much we
would need each other.
Every day, we need each other still.

Pass this on
to all the women who help make your life meaningful.
I just did.
Short and very sweet:
There are more than twenty angels in this world.
Ten are peacefully sleeping on clouds.
Nine are playing.
And one is reading her email at this moment.

Send this message to ten of your friends
including me.
If you get 5 replies,

Someone you love will surprise you.

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Tue friends list:

stick up for you when your being put down
always have your back
deaerve all your trust and love
led you shoulders when your sad
make you laugh whenever
dont care if you crazy or quiet
make you feel safe
will never judge you
will never put you down
dont care what others think about you
will love you forever
can never forget you
are the most precious gift from god